Am I Needed?

I am always wondering that am I really Needed?

Can I really make a difference or even help others?

Will things be the same if I were not here in this world?

I have been working part time in the cram school for like more than a half year

I love teaching kids Math

I love to see their big smiles 

which they wear all the time on their little pretty faces

They love to talk to me and love to ask me tons of questions

Of course, they also love to tease me as well

But whenever they tell me that they like the way I teach

or 

they only wanna be here if I am here

I feel not only happy but also have a sense of satisfaction

I realize that I am able to help others

And being needed is kinda really important

because that's the way which let me feel that I have a reason to survive

My dear best friend and my dear cousin, Casey, always tell me that

if you were not here

not only your family will be sad but me as well

In the beginning, I don't believe any of it, not at all

But thanks to them, now I finally realize that everyone is here for certain reasons

What's more, there will always somebody who loves you so much, so much

If you give up your life or your relationship so easily 

You will not only hurt yourself but deeply hurt those who you have ever loved

So now I am convinced once again that

I am important to some people and also loved by them

I have to live for myself and for them as well

Even though I will struggle all the way during this life

but hey

-Life will never be a bed of Roses