Have been really busy for the last two weeks
I was basically trying my best to survive from all my finals
and as you can see here I am now
So I guess yes I made it through the final
Finally the overwhelming semester was officially over
cheers
After the finals, I was busy working on my big surprising plan
what's the big plan
well I will let you know soon or when I get there
I have spent lots of time worrying about it and preparing for it
I cant say that "I have done my best"
The phrase its just kinda hard to define
But I did try to balance my life between school works and the plan
It was tough and exhausting but I kinda made it through
at least for now
It is still a long way to go, to reach what I want
I wont let myself give up easily, for I have struggled for such a long time
Life is a gambling game, we have to take the risk
We are making tons of decisions every single day
and risk follow with each decision
We cant always win but sadly we might always fail
but hey, that's life
that's how it is and how it will be
My very best friend always says that
"If you go outside your house you might get hit by a car,
but that doesnt mean you stay inside your house all day afraid to go out"
He is such a wisdom man who always encourage me without regard
Like what he said, we wont stop eating or drinking because we might choke
So without giving it a shot we will never ever know what we can get
and letting chances to pass by it's just a pity
Though I still freaking worried about whether I can make it or not
but at least I have to give myself a chance to know if I am good enough for this
- I want to be rejected because I am not good enough
Not because that I fail to try at the first place
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