Emotional Crisis

After spending a wonderful time with families, friends or even yourself
Have you ever felt so depressed right after?

Have you been so sentimental all of a sudden?

Well, I do all the time or at least every so often

But why? And where does that sense of feeling comes from?

I have been bothered by this for a real long time

I've found myself being too emotional most of the time

It's always really easy to know how I feel only by looking at my facial expression

Though I've tried to hide, still it never seem to work

For some, who often be seen as a selfish person might want to be more emotional
so that people won't see him/her as a cold-blood person

But for me, being more calm is what I'm always begging for

I've failed to do lots of things due to my sentiment

Always worry too much, concern too much and even put myself in too deep

As a result, I can't pull myself out right after it ends

It sure is a big disaster and I've already tasted the severe consequences

The more you care about it the more you can't take the failure easily

Of course, no one is successful all the way through life
Life is definitely Not a bed of roses

However, how to turn the sentiment into one of my strength

instead of a big fat flaw is such a hard task in life

I'm always wondering and wanna find the perfect way to solve this problem

Unfortunately, so far, I have no clue at all

But one thing I'm so sure about is that

I'll keep talking about my fears, worries and concerns until I'm fearless

- Does any of you have the same kind of problem as mine? 

Or do you have any kind of emotion crisis which always holding you back?